Hi mum, god where to begin, missing you as always. Life is not so good at the mo (shock)... Sparkles is being sold had enough, if i could do on my own i would but not looking hopeful. You must have given me your backbone when you passed as i can't do with anymore shit from anyone and finding really hard to keep my mouth shut..... only wish you were here to talk too as dont feel i can trust anyone else at all other than you my dear friend and mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxx love you long time babe and looking forward to seeing you again xxxx