Hi Mum, its only me, I have been thinking of you alot lately as times are not so good at the minute and really wish you were here to guide me, I know you told me that all i had to do was sit quietly in a room and the answers would come, but there not and only you will do. Time is going by so quickly and I still find it very hard to believe you are not here. How i used to love our chats with a fag and a cuppa I would do anything just to have that again. The times i took you for granted thinking that you were going to be here forever. You were the Best and nothing will ever come close xxxx love you sweetheart xxx paula